God, Demon, Or Both
Friday, November 30th, 2007
I opened my eyes and found myself within a dark cavern. The coolness of sand beneath my feet as I realized I was centered in the middle of a ring of glowing crystals. Each crystal was about a foot high, giving off the only light in this cavern. The rocky walls of the cavern reached upwards into the clear night sky, the stars serenely sparkling.
I felt as if I was being watched, and looking into the dark crevices of the cavern, I could see many eyes, watching, waiting, trying to find a way into the circle. My thoughts were to step out of the ring of crystals and leave the cavern, but just as the thought crossed my mind, I heard a deep voice surrounding me.
“Stay within the ring of crystals, for they can not harm you there.”
I then looked up to the night sky and saw a huge beast with dark black wings circling around like a hawk circling the sky for its prey, when suddenly this beast sent down a shower of sparkling energy, that completely saturated me, washing over me like a most powerful orgasm, yet much more intense. Wave after wave of this intense energy filled me, as these sparkles, these shimmering lights of power consumed me. This creature, this beast, this god or demon, filled me with the most powerful energy I have ever felt in my life.
When the showering of energy stopped, I could sense his loving protection, yet I could also feel his wrath like no other. His strength, his power, his ferocious soul was full and furious. Death was his goal for certain entities that had sent these creatures lurking in the cavern after me.
Within seconds of the pure, sweet energy shower, this god/demon beast swooped down so fast into the dark crevices of the cavern, and slaughtered all within the darkness. The blood splattering everywhere, and as fast as he flew into the cavern, he was gone, as I heard his voice echo.
“Close your eyes and rest.”
I did just that. I closed my eyes, and slept. When I awoke, the glowing crystals had dimmed, there were no lurking eyes within the shadows, and the beast was no where to be found. I felt quite drained from the whole experience, yet at the same time a calm, peacefulness surrounded me.
I was bewildered for several days, and could not get the images out of my mind. What is this beast? A God? A Demon? A creature that has immense powers to kill in an instant, yet shower me with such loving energy and protection.
I still do not understand it, and maybe never will. I know though it was the most intense experience I have ever encountered with energy, and one I will always remember. The calmness and peacefulness this god/demon has given me, I accept and embrace.




