Archive for November, 2007

God, Demon, Or Both

Friday, November 30th, 2007


I opened my eyes and found myself within a dark cavern.  The coolness of sand beneath my feet as I realized I was centered in the middle of a ring of glowing crystals.  Each crystal was about a foot high, giving off the only light in this cavern.  The rocky walls of the cavern reached upwards into the clear night sky, the stars serenely sparkling.

I felt as if I was being watched, and looking into the dark crevices of the cavern, I could see many eyes, watching, waiting, trying to find a way into the circle.  My thoughts were to step out of the ring of crystals and leave the cavern, but just as the thought crossed my mind, I heard a deep voice surrounding me.

“Stay within the ring of crystals, for they can not harm you there.”

I then looked up to the night sky and saw a huge beast with dark black wings circling around like a hawk circling the sky for its prey, when suddenly this beast sent down a shower of sparkling energy, that completely saturated me, washing over me like a most powerful orgasm, yet much more intense.  Wave after wave of this intense energy filled me, as these sparkles, these shimmering lights of power consumed me.  This creature, this beast, this god or demon, filled me with the most powerful energy I have ever felt in my life.

When the showering of energy stopped, I could sense his loving protection, yet I could also feel his wrath like no other.  His strength, his power, his ferocious soul was full and furious.  Death was his goal for certain entities that had sent these creatures lurking in the cavern after me.

Within seconds of the pure, sweet energy shower, this god/demon beast swooped down so fast into the dark crevices of the cavern, and slaughtered all within the darkness.  The blood splattering everywhere, and as fast as he flew into the cavern, he was gone, as I heard his voice echo.

“Close your eyes and rest.”

I did just that.  I closed my eyes, and slept.  When I awoke, the glowing crystals had dimmed, there were no lurking eyes within the shadows, and the beast was no where to be found. I felt quite drained from the whole experience, yet at the same time a calm, peacefulness surrounded me.

I was bewildered for several days, and could not get the images out of my mind.  What is this beast?  A God? A Demon? A creature that has immense powers to kill in an instant, yet shower me with such loving energy and protection. 

I still do not understand it, and maybe never will.  I know though it was the most intense experience I have ever encountered with energy, and one I will always remember.  The calmness and peacefulness this god/demon has given me, I accept and embrace.

The Sunday After

Sunday, November 25th, 2007

~sometimes we need to take time and regenerate our own energies~

It’s been a very busy weekend, though quite enjoyable, and way too much good food.  Today I think I will just relax and get back to work tomorrow. 

It’s been very cold here, and gives me the feeling of wanting to stay curled up in bed with the blankets over my head.  I do have to go out for a bit today and pick up a few things, which I really don’t like going out this time of year with all the traffic and the lines from people Christmas shopping.  It seems like it takes an hour to get through a checkout line.

I have so many recordings to get ready for the Hypnosis and Reiki site, and if I think of them as a whole I get a bit overwhelmed, so one at time…just one at a time.  Once they are done though, I know I will feel good about them being finished.

I’m also in the process of starting another project, which is actually one of my goals for this year, so I have a month to get it started LOL.  New year coming, I will have more goals to accomplish, I think next year though I won’t put so many on my list lol.

The last 3 years have been one hell of a ride, but I am in a good place now.  I have my children (although grown) close by, and I love that.  Family is important to me, and now I just need to get my mom to move here and I will be fine and dandy…lol  I want her out of Northern MI.  The winters are too hard and none of us are there with her.  She talks about moving, but hasn’t made any steps towards it yet.  I just need to be patient.

My kids are doing great here in Columbus, they love it.  Jen right now is working but trying to get into Mt. Carmel, in any position really, because they have full benefits and 401k, and will pay for her schooling if it’s in the medical field.  So, she has been filling out applications like crazy.

I have been wanting to go see Beowulf in 3D, we have one of those IMAX theatres here.  I thought it would be kewl to see it in 3D.  I heard the special effects are pretty good.  Hopefully I will get to see it before it’s out of the theatres.

Well, my dogs are needing/wanting attention, and I think I am going to go cuddle up with them and get warm.  My toes are froze at the moment.

I hope everyone had a wonderful Thanksgiving weekend!

My Sweet Blood Sleeper

Wednesday, November 21st, 2007

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Excerpt from My Hunger Stirs – The Legacy

My Hunger Stirs – The Legacy

Monday, November 19th, 2007

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My Hunger Stirs – The Legacy Time 35:41

This is the last recording that will be available under the Vampire section.  C’mere sweet pet, My hunger stirs, and I need to feed on you precious one.  Come gracefully slave, or I shall take you in your dreams, and use you as I please.


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