Those of you that are beginning new Hypnosis Practices, Craigslist has done wonders for me.  I actually was quite surprised.  It does seem I tend to get more Reiki clients, which is fine with me.  I love that as much as hypnosis.  My daughter seems to love it too, she asks for Reiki sessions often lol.

I did have a doc’s appointment this past week and waiting on lab results for my thyroid levels.  After I moved here, it took me a year to find a doctor……….big time procrastinator when it comes to doctors and dentists lol.  I am thankful for the doctor I found though.  The clinic is very close to home, any lab work, x-rays, whatever, it’s all right there in the same building, and my doctor is very cool.  

Where I grew up, was a very small town in Northeast, MI.  Then as an adult lived most my life on the outskirts of this small town.  My heart is country, and here I find myself living in a suburb of Columbus, which I just don’t see myself getting used to.  I want the woods and wildlife back.  I like not having neighbors, and being able to go outside naked if I choose, without getting arrested lol.  With all the leaves falling now, it has made me very homesick.  Living in the country, when you rake, you either throw the leaves in the woods, make compost piles or burn them.  Here………you rake all your leaves to the end of your yard, and this big truck goes by with a huge vacuum that sucks up the leaves.  I was outside watching this and thinking, omg, I do not belong in the city, it was just so hilarious to me seeing this huge vacuum sucking up all these leaves.

I also came to the awareness of how I used to love the month of October so much, and that has changed.  I realized I have anchored myself to certain feelings and associated them with the month of October.  It has been three years now that my dad passed away of cancer, and there were many other things going on at that time.  All in the month of October.  The last couple years I did not realize why I felt so down, but this year I became quite aware of what had happened, and now that I am aware of it, I can make the changes needed.  I will never stop missing my dad, nor ever forget him, but……..it is not necessary for me to associate so many negative feelings to a month, or a date.  I want that feeling back of loving the month of October, and I will change whatever needs to be changed to get it back.

Now, November is a different story……..lol…just kidding.  Anyway, I have rambled enough and need to get to work.

~Hugs~
Izzabelle